Today was not a good day.
My run this morning hurt. Still. 3 years after my injury and it still hurts to run. I feel betrayed by my own body. I just want that freedom back.
No one was happy to talk to me today. So many people calling in were calling just to yell at someone. That someone was apparently me. Then an old friend decided to yell at me, too, for something I didn’t even do. And the only response to me explaining that she had made a mistake and that I in fact did not do anything was, of course, that I had. And the yelling continued
Today just feels like I’m drowning. I’m sorry to be mopey, no one likes to read mopey posts on tumblr, I just needed to get some things out.
Hopefully I’ll feel better tomorrow. Or at least angry. Anger gets shit done. Sadness does nothing.